I am so tried of Buzzfeed and Huff Post saying things like "There isn't enough women CEOs or in Steam.  The problem isn't that there isn't more women in high power jobs the problem is we are making a society that doesn't value women who take care of their families.  A lot of women do not get a choice and have to work but for those who can choose to raise their family themselves instead of hiring someone to do it are very lucky and I wish every woman including myself was so lucky.  We say how unimportant your job will seem when you are on your death bed yet we all spend every moment we are a live judging people by their careers.  A good family that you put first is more important than what you do for a job.  The job just gives you money but a family gives you a reason to live.  I pledge now not to ask people about what they do for a living but to ask about their family, the things that actually matters.       Yes, I know some women like to work and good for you, don't get upset I am just saying no matter what great job you have your family is more important than that job.  But we teach kids that the only thing in life that matter is what title comes after your name.  Your value as a person comes from those who love you not your title and this country is backwards.  Next time someone says something about women need to be in this field more or that one lets remember that rat race doesn't matter and lets value what any woman chooses to do no matter what that is. 

Dr. Jim Meehan, M.D- .I will no longer vaccinate my children...

...I will no longer vaccinate my children...
...because I am a well trained medical doctor and former medical journal editor that has studied the vaccine research and analyzed both sides of the evidence.
...because I know how to read the medical literature, recognize bias and discern characteristics of good and fraudulent research.
...because I know that too much of the science supporting vaccines is fraudulent drivel bought and paid for by the vaccine manufacturers themselves.
...because I understand the risks of vaccination as well as the benefits of my children and grandchildren encountering and overcoming the wild type diseases naturally.
...because I know that diseases like mumps, measles, and chickenpox aren't dangerous and untreatable diseases that justify the risk of injecting toxic ingredients into the tissues of my children.
...because I have seen the evidence of neurotoxicity from ingredients like aluminum, polysorbate 80, human DNA and cellular residues from the human cells lines upon which many of the live viruses are grown.
...because I've seen vaccine manufacturers like Merck promote what they knew was bad medicine for profit, kill 60,000 patients with Vioxx, and I have no reason to believe that they wouldn't do the same thing with vaccines, especially when you consider they can't be sued when their vaccines maim or kill children.
...because I believe the vaccine industry has thoroughly corrupted the science and safety of vaccines.
...because I recognize the aggressive and unreasonable tactics of a multi-billion dollar pharmaceutical industry desperately working to maintain the illusion of vaccine safety, keep consumers consuming, grow their markets, and increase their profits.
...because I have met so many families whose children were stolen from them by the battery of vaccines administered at pediatric vaccine visits.
...because I believe the U.S. vaccination program has become a progressively dangerous assault on the health and lives of the children of America.
...because I am awake and aware, I will not vaccinate, nor will I remain silent as the pharmaceutical and medical industries pretends that vaccines are safe and effective..."
Dr. Jim Meehan, M.D

Day 1

Each day I need to just write and get the stuff out of my head and in print.  I am told it will help with my healing.  I have anger issues and chronic back pain which writing is suppose to help.

Well,  today I would say Autism is not the saddest thing but it is one of them.

So, your kid isn't dying but they will never live on their own or take care of themselves.  60% of autistic kids are nonverbal. 

Milestones for a normal child is different than an milestone for an autistic child.  When Kelly does something I feel pain because I think how happy I would have been if he would have done this at 2 yrs old instead of at 5 yrs old.  With a normal kid you are happy when the milestones are hit early and with an autistic kid you become happier when the milestones are hit later because you thought it was never going to come at all.  This means you are happy when your 18 month old repeats I love you.  But you will be so filled with happiest that you will cry and your knees go weak when your 7 yr old says I love for the first time.  Because you never thought it would happen and there was a good chance that it wouldn't have happened at all.   For many people it doesn't happen at all.

Finding out that your child is autistic is the saddest thing I have ever felt.  There is so much fear and worry.  Raising a child with Autistim isn't so hard for everyone but the fear of who will take care of them when I die.  Will they be put in a home.  Will they understand why they are there and will they be miss treated.  Will they understand that they are there because we are all dead and does that scare them.
That is my fear because I can make their life happy and fun but I can only live so long.
I can't control what happens to them after I die and that is what is so terrifing about having a kid with Autism.

I then feel guilty because I have set Gray up for this life.  It is rare to be in a family with someone who is mental disabled and it is double rare to have two mentally disabled brothers.  There is a part of her life she will have no say over.   She will have to live in a home taking care of her two adult brothers.  I am sorry.  I am sorry that my husband has 2 sons with autism and this is not the life he wanted for himself.   He never wanted kids and I gave him 2 kids that will never leave us.  I am sorry to myself because I crippled myself for 19 months because I didn't want to admit this to myself and the people I know.

I didn't want people to believe it was genetic.  You can't have a genetic epidemic.  And people will see us and assume that is what causes it but it doesn't.  We need to look at the mother's of the autistic kids instead of the kids. The toxic environment in which the baby is in while developing is the problem.  Our wombs are toxic and some kids can't take the toxic levels and it causes brain damage or the brain not to develop.  These kids are then not able to handle toxins when they are born.  Where other kids can get a bunch of shots and are fine because their body can handle the toxins an autistic child can't handle toxins and so they get fevers, vomit, and have watery poop.  They scream for hours and they then develop tics.  Each time they are exposed to a toxin they could get sicker and the autism could get worse. So it isn't that babies get sick after the shots and become autistic as a side effect.  I believe they are autistic and suffer the side effect of the sickness and then tics because they are autistic and exposed to the toxins.  So if your kid gets very sick after a shot it isn't that the shot caused it but exposed it.  But an autistic kid shouldn't be exposed to toxic things because they can't filter them out like a normal kid.  They can't even handle wheat and casein so they really shouldn't have any poisonous shots into their system.



The Intro

How did I get here?  How did I become a 40 year old home schooling crunchy Jewish mom.  I read the back of every label that I buy.  I use a filter to remove everything from my water, I bring my own bags to the store, use only planet based products, and I learned to heal myself from chronic back pain.  I am also a troop leader for my daughter's scout troop and I raise 2 autistic sons.  Did I say I home school three kids while working from home.   This may sound normal for other people but this is not who I thought I would me.
I was never this kind of person before I had kids but really before I had autistic kids.  I use to make fun of all natural people and don't get me start on the quacks that home school their kids.  Now, I am everything I never wanted to be and I am just learning how to be the new me.  This new me is the person who I am becoming against my will and writing this is to help me find my way in this new world that I am now a  reluctant member of.

So why am I this person if it is everything I don't want?
Because my kids have needs that the environmental poisoning is causing.
Because I suffered with chronic pain for 16 years.
Because  my daughter needs a mother who is a part of her life.
Because I need to live a healthier life to take care of my sons who may not ever be independent enough to take care of themselves.

I think the best place for me to start is by looking at the different self descriptors I have.  My story isn't more painful or sadder than other people's tales but I have to write it down to help with my anger management which keeps my chronic pain away. 
Really, the way I saw my life when I was younger was very different.  I thought I would travel a lot and I have.  I thought I would have 2 kids and pick up take out on the way home from picking them up from school.  I worried about how many states away my kids would move and if I would know my grand kids.  That was my life all laid out the way I wanted it.  Now, my worries are who will take care of the boys when we die?  Will they be put in a home for over 30 years?  What if Grayson doesn't want to care for them or her family doesn't want to?  What if they get cancer because they can't get rid of toxins and I give in and let them eat non organic gluten filled meals with a soda.  Those kinds of thoughts leads me to stay up all night researching saunas for detoxing, foods to help detox, and vitamins with folate and not folic acid.  This causes days of anxiety.  I feel that I need to solve the future's problems right now.  Just maybe if I find the right vitamin or super food or remove the right food from their diet then their inability to understand language will just be cured.  Maybe, they will be the lucky ones who go on to have normal lives with wives and kids.  It is more likely that they will live with me until I die and then they will be cared for by, Grayson, their sister.

"You can handle anything in the moment.  It is the fear of what might happen that undoes us." 

The fear of one day sitting back and thinking I could have done something or changed something a long the way and things would have turned out different and for the better.  I know that if it all turned out great I am 100% sure it will be because I worried this much.    If it turns out the same way it has been going thus far then I will feel I could have done something.  When will I know when to turn in the towel and let it go.  I think when they are adults I will feel like it is over and there will not be a miracle cure or just a sudden learning growth. But I am far away from that and I can live life this unhappy and worried about the future.  I am missing out on the right now. 

So now I have to start quieting my brain down.  I need to stop the anxiety so I can handle all these things I need to do and for the fight for what is best for my family.  I plan to just write down whatever I am thinking each day and see if I can work on it all one issue at a time. 

To Spank or not to Spank

One hundred years ago men were allowed by law to 'spank' or otherwise physically punish their wife if they saw fit. As time is passing we are evolving to a point where most can recognize that all types of physical 'punishment' is barbaric, and used by those who do not have the intelligence or patience to guide their children in a more loving, respectful and appropriate manner. There are no excuses, with all the research available nowadays, the communication amongst parents, and the fact that we really are evolving into a more loving and respectful species; it is clear that there is no room for striking children or any human being for that matter. If you want your children to have confidence and respect for others, then you can't treat them like animals. Plain and simple. Any denial of this is just a result of cognitive dissonance

GMO and your health

There are no epidemiological studies investigating potential health effects of GMO food on human health. With no epidemiological studies, claims that “trillions of GMO meals” have been eaten with no ill effects have no scientific basis. Epidemiology is the study of human populations to determine whether something is harmful or beneficial, and is the scientifically accepted means of determining impact on human health

Genetically engineered crops, glyphosate and the
deterioration of health in the United States of America

New Peer-reviewed Study on GMO Pig Feed Reveals Adverse Effects

Transcriptome profile analysis reflects rat liver and kidney damage following chronic ultra-low dose Roundup exposure

Daniel Cressey. “Widely Used Herbicide Linked to Cancer” Nature. March 25, 2015

 “Glyphosate Is Spreading Like a Cancer Across the U.S.” Environmental Working Group. April 7, 2015

 “Glyphosate Testing Full Report: Findings in American Mothers’ Breast Milk, Urine and Water,” Moms Across America. April 7, 2015 http://www.momsacrossamerica.com/glyphosate_testing_results

Monsanto's Sealed Documents Reveal the Truth behind Roundup's Toxicological Dangers

Systems Biology Group, International Center for Integrative Systems: GMO Soy Accumulates Formaldehyde & Disrupts Plant Metabolism, Suggests Peer-Reviewed Study, Calling For 21st Century Safety Standards

Chemicals in Food Raise Children’s Cancer Toll
Samuel Epstein M. D. is professor of occupational and environmental medicine, University of Illinois, Chicago. 
Ralph W. Moss is the author of “The Cancer Industry.”


Harry Potter Tri-Wizard Tournament Party

Harry Potter Tri-wizard Tournament 

Hogwarts Houses Cake

Gold changer and clear glass plate with Hogwarts decal added.

Names for the goblet of fire.

Goblet of Fire 

The games were rolling toilet paper with no hands, eating
 a doughnut off a stick with out hands, and picking up 
marbles with their feet.

The argument

The argument 

Measles - The illness is worse than the vaccine injury or is it.  

The measles mortality rate had already dropped by over 98% before the vaccine was even introduced.  Prior to the availability of the measles vaccine in the U.S., between 2 and 3 people out of every ONE MILLION U.S. citizens died from measles complications
Even with recent outbreaks there has not been a single death contributed to measles since 2003 in America. 

Vaccine Adverse Events Reporting System (VAERS) database, as of December 14, 2014 there have been 6,962 serious adverse events reported in connection with measles vaccine since 1990, with over half of those occurring in children three years old and under. Of these events 329 were death


Unvaccinated causing Measle outbreaks
 Even vaccinating 100% of the population wouldn’t be enough, say scientists at the Mayo Clinic’s Vaccine Research Group, because the measles vaccine is a dud with some people, offering no protection at all, and its effectiveness wanes with others, even if they get boosters. According to Tetyana Obukhanych of Stanford University’s School of Medicine, the measles vaccine works as planned with only 25% of the population, leaving the majority of adults who have been vaccinated as children with little or no protection. Up to half of today’s cases involve adults.

The herd immunity

We have discovered that most vaccines lose their effectiveness 2 -10 years after being given. Most people stop get vaccines at 12 and some at 18 yrs old. So when you are 22-28 or older your vaccines have worn off.  This means is that at least half the population, have no vaccine-induced immunity. 50 percent of the population has been unprotected for decades. Present-day belief is we are all at risk of resurgent massive epidemics should the vaccination rate fall below 95 %. We have all lived for at least 30- 40 years with 50% or less of the population having vaccine protection. So if you are over 23-30 you are an unvaccinated person.  To be a vaccinated person you will need to go and get the 70 shots that a baby is suppose to get.

Babies don't make antibody production before 1 yr.
It is pointless to administer drugs intended to stimulate antibody production to babies who are too young to produce antibodies. Infants in their first year mostly depend on generalized, non-specific immunity, including (hopefully) immunoglobulins from breast milk, to protect their young bodies from infection. They do not produce antibodies of their own until about age one. Despite this basic fact, the medical establishment insists administering a total of 19 shots, containing 24 vaccines, to infants on the 2, 4 and 6 month pediatric visits(Source: cdc.gov). Somehow, the basic facts of human physiology and development do not apply to vaccines.

The Argument that science has proven no link with vaccines and autism.

 Only 2 of 36 shots have been studied for Autism. The 68 shot vaccine schedule has never been studied. Do not post that being against 68 shots given to a kid under 5yrs old is against science when there has been no science test done to prove that it is safe to give that much that soon. And no test done that wasn't by the CDC with 3 out of 5 members having stock in pharm companies. The head of the CDC owns the most pharm stock than any other stock holder.  
Instead of trying to prove that the measles vaccine does harm I think that people should ask their doctors these questions. Why do autistic kids have measles strain in their intestine and in their bone marrow?  Why are the symptoms of mercury poisoning the same as autism symptoms?  Why does treating autism with detoxing from mercury poisoning cause kids to start talking and have less gut problems?  Here is a link for you http://www.jpands.org/vol9no2/bradstreet.pdf

-Recent peer-reviewed scientific/medical studies by Nataf et al. (2006) and by Geier and Geier  leave little doubt that many autistic children are indeed mercury poisoned. These studies utilized urinary porphyrin profile analysis to assess the body-burden and magnitude of physiological effects of mercury in children.

Vaccines are proven to be safe and cause no harm
Whether vaccines can, and do, cause severe, irreparable damage is not up for debate. The CDC stated that 1% of people that get a vaccine will have a side effect or injury.  4,000,000 million kids got vaccines last years so that is 40,000 vaccine injuries. The U.S. government’s table of recognized vaccine injuries includes anaphylaxis, a severe, whole-body reaction to vaccine ingredients; encephalopathy, brain damage; brachial neuritis, a degree of loss of sensation to the shoulders, arms, hands, and chest, which can be accompanied by chronic pain, lasting years; chronic arthritis; Thrombocytopenic purpura, a loss of blood platelets resulting in “increased tendency to bleed”, an autoimmune disorder caused by the production of antibodies against platelet antigens - See more at: http://www.vaccinationcouncil.org/2014/11/18/the-greater-harm-by-shawn-siegel/#sthash.T19VYWED.dpuf

Serious side effect from vaccines do happen  according to the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System. We should be able to choose if we want to take the chance on a side effect that could be deadly or the illness. I already have a vaccine injured kid I will take the illness. You may think that every illness causes death but they do not and can be just fine after a few weeks.  However vaccines can also cause death.  Educate before you vaccinate.

Science or Vaccine deniers
A mother is not a vaccine denier if she questions the safety of a vaccine containing mercury, aluminum, MSG, antibiotics, eggs, or formaldehyde. Or Beta HCG hormone. Or the urabi virus . She is not a denier if her child is frail or has already had an adverse vaccine reaction and she chooses to opt her child out. She is not a denier if she questions giving children 49 injections of 14 vaccines by age six, including a vaccine at birth for hepatitis B, a disease usually infecting IV drug users. Nor is she a denier if she declines the CDC recommendation that she take the flu vaccine (containing mercury) when she is pregnant, even though the flu vaccine is not tested for safety for pregnant women and fetuses and the FDA advises it be used “only if clearly needed”.

Science says vaccines are safe?
Did you know there is only 14 studies done on vaccine safety and they were done by the people who profit from vaccine sales while there is over 280 peer reviews studies done to show how unsafe they are and they are done by independent sciencist.   I will not put my trust in bought science.  http://wheelerthree.blogspot.com/2014/10/peer-review-study-on-vaccines.html

Did you know that a test on the whole vaccine schedule has never been done.

Get a Tetanus shot for every cut that needs medical treatment
Tetanus shot after the fact is pointless if it does work. It does not cure tetanus. If a kid has tetanus they can take an antibiotic that does cure tetanus not a shot that is suppose to prevent it before it happens.  So if you have a non bleeding puncher wonder it could be tetanus but treating it with a tetanus shot is pointless you would need an antibiotic.  And if you have a bleeding wound it is not tetanus and does not need a tetanus shot. 

Got Whooping Cough -Thanks Anti vaxers 
You didn't get whooping cough from health vaccinated people .  National Academy of Sciences, offers another explanation of why so many out breaks of whooping cough. Using baboons, the researchers found that recently vaccinated animals continued to carry the infection in their throats. Even though those baboons did not get sick from it, they spread the infection to others that were not vaccinated. “When you’re newly vaccinated you are an asymptomatic carrier, which is good for you, but not for the population,” said Tod J. Merkel, the lead author of the study, who is a researcher in the Office of Vaccines Research and Review in the Food and Drug Administration.
How deadly was Polio
Up to 95% of all polio infections are completely asymptomatic. Approximately 5% of polio infections consist of a minor, nonspecific illness consisting of an upper respiratory tract infection (sore throat and fever) and gastrointestinal disturbances (nausea, vomiting, abdominal pain, and diarrhea). This influenza-like illness, clinically indistinguishable from the myriad of other viral illnesses, is characterized by complete recovery in less than a week with resultant life time immunity. Less than 1% of all polio infections result in paralysis. Most importantly, the vast majority of individuals who contract paralytic poliomyelitis recover with complete—or near complete—return of muscle function. Any weakness that is still present 12 months after onset of paralysis is usually considered permanent.“

Polio vaccine saved lives
CDC reported that 87% of the cases of polio in the us between 1973-1983 were caused by the vaccine. Jonas Salk, inventor of polio vax testified before a Senate subcommittee that nearly all polio outbreaks since 1961 were caused by the oral polio vaccine.

6 states reported increase in polio one year after the vaccine was introduced, ranging from more than doubling in Vermont to Massachusetts' astounding increase of 642%. Utah actually halted vaccination due to the increased incidence and death rate.

It is important to understand that the polio vaccine was not universally accepted, at least initially. Despite this, polio declined both in European countries that refused mass vaccination as well as in those that employed it.
-“Thus vaccination DOES NOT account for the impressive declines in mortality seen in the first half of the century”


The polio vaccine of the 1950’s and 60’s was contaminated by the SV40 virus which is now confirmed to have caused cancer in many people who had received the vaccine.

In 1976, Dr. Jonas Salk, creator of the Polio vaccine used in the 1950s, testified that the live-virus vaccine was the ‘principal if not sole cause’ of all reported polio cases in the U.S.  In fact, according to CDC figures, every case of polio in the U.S. since 1979 was caused by the oral polio vaccine. Authorities claim the vaccine was responsible for about eight cases of polio every year. However,  the government’s own vaccine database during a recent period of less than five years uncovered 13,641 reports of adverse events following use of the oral polio vaccine. These reports included 6,364 emergency room visits and 540 deaths.

People say vaccine saved us from small poxs-
 "It is pathetic and ludicrous to say we ever vanquished smallpox with vaccines, when only 10% of the population was ever vaccinated." Dr Glen Dettman.

Even their chief smallpox expert admitted as much recently:

"If people are worried about endemic smallpox, it disappeared from this country not because of our mass herd immunity. It disappeared because of our economic development. And that's why it disappeared from Europe and many other countries, and it will not be sustained here, even if there were several importations, I'm sure. It's not from universal vaccination."----Dr. Mack


When you do not vaccinate people often say "You just don't understand Immunology"  Well, lets hear from the doctors with a PhD in Immunology.

Immunity is an ancient concept that refers to the observation that many acute infectious diseases occur only once in a person’s life, usually in childhood. The examples of such diseases would be measles, mumps, rubella, or whooping cough, to name a few.

Natural immunity is, in a way, a tautological expression because immunity can only be acquired naturally at this point, only through the exposure to an infected individual, although occasionally such exposure would go asymptomatic while still establishing immunity. Nevertheless, because there is a common misconception that vaccines also confer immunity, it is sometimes necessary to use a qualifier “natural,” when referring to immunity, to distinguish it from vaccine-based protection.

Dr Tetyana Obukhanych, author of the book “Vaccine Illusion” has studied immunology in some of the world’s most prestigious medical institutions. She earned her PhD in Immunology at the Rockefeller University in New York and did postdoctoral training at Harvard Medical School, Boston, MA. and Stanford University in California. 

"As an immunologist, I have a concern that the practice of manufacturing vaccines using yeast, egg, animal, or even human fetal cells implies that vaccines by necessity include some small amount of protein or other products from these cells or media, in which these cells are being cultured. I would really want to know whether and how well vaccine manufacturers test their final vaccine products for such unspecified vaccine “ingredients” and how much contamination they discover.

The reason I am concerned about such contamination is because I believe that the exposure to yeast, egg, animal, or human proteins in the context of immunogenic (antibody producing) stimuli has the potential to result in sensitization to these proteins or even to break human immunologic tolerance to “self.” The latter is especially relevant to infants, since their immune system is only starting to make the distinction between “self” and “foreign.” Setting this distinction the wrong way from the start, in my view, is likely to pave the road to allergic or autoimmune manifestations.

We would expect that vaccinated individuals would not be involved (or very minimally involved) in any outbreak of an infectious disease for which they have been vaccinated. Yet, when outbreaks are analyzed, it becomes apparent that most often this is not the case. Vaccinated individuals are indeed very frequently involved and constitute a high proportion of disease cases.

I think this is happening because vaccination does not engage the genuine mechanism of immunity. Vaccination typically engages the immune response—that is, everything that immunologists would theoretically “want” to see being engaged in the immune system. But apparently this is not enough to confer robust protection that matches natural immunity. Our knowledge of the immune system is far from being complete.

Immunology does not study immunity. Immunology studies how the immune system responds to immunization—that is, to the injection of a “foreign” protein or particle (virus, bacteria). Immunologic research focuses mainly on the long-term changes that occur in immunologic organs and bodily fluids following immunization. Such changes are collectively referred to as “immunologic memory.”

But the question is: what makes immunologists think, as they surely do, that immunologic memory is the basis of immunity? I see no evidence in immunologic research to allow me to conclude that this is the case. If anything, I see immunologic memory as being the basis for sensitization rather than for immunity. I am starting to doubt that immunologic memory is beneficial to us."

When asked"If you were a betting person, where would you place your wager: on vaccines or on natural immunity? Why?" 
She answered
"Betting on vaccines versus natural immunity to achieve what? Could you please specify the effect you are asking me about? If it’s about making the human race unfit for survival, then I bet on vaccines."

- See more at: http://www.vaccinationcouncil.org/2012/06/13/interview-with-phd-immunologist-dr-tetyana-obukhanych-by-catherine-frompovich/#sthash.3JDCpTkw.dpuf

Basics of the Human Immune System Prior to Introduction of Vaccines: Are Vaccines Turning Our Children’s Immune Systems Inside Out? Part 2 - See more at: http://www.vaccinationcouncil.org/2011/06/21/risks-damage-basics-of-the-human-immune-system-prior-to-introduction-of-vaccines-are-vaccines-turning-our-childrens-immune-systems-inside-out-part-2/#sthash.x90yFi06.dpuf

What Happens When the Brain’s Immune System is Activated?

The brain’s immune system cells, once activated, begin to move about the nervous system, secreting numerous immune chemicals (called cytokines and chemokines) and pouring out an enormous amount of free radicals in an effort to kill invading organisms. The problem is–there are no invading organisms. It has been tricked by the vaccine into believing there are.

Unlike the body’s immune system, the microglia also secrete two other chemicals that are very destructive of brain cells and their connecting processes. These chemicals, glutamate and quinolinic acid, are called excitotoxins. They also dramatically increase free radical generation in the brain. Studies of patients have shown that levels of these two excitotoxins can rise to very dangerous levels in the brain following viral and bacterial infections of the brain. High quinolinic acid levels in the brain are thought to be the cause of the dementia seen with HIV infection.

The problem with our present vaccine policy is that so many vaccines are being given so close together and over such a long period that the brain’s immune system is constantly activated. This has been shown experimentally in numerous studies. This means that the brain will be exposed to large amounts of the excitotoxins as well as the immune cytokines over the same period.

Studies on all of these disorders, even in autism, have shown high levels of immune cytokines and excitotoxins in the nervous system. These destructive chemicals, as well as the free radicals they generate, are diffused throughout the nervous system doing damage, a process called bystander injury. It’s sort of like throwing a bomb in a crowd. Not only will some be killed directly by the blast, but those far out into the radius of the explosion will be killed by shrapnel.
Normally, the brain’s immune system, like the body’s, activates quickly and then promptly shuts off to minimize the bystander damage. Vaccination won’t let the microglia shut down. In the developing brain, this can lead to language problems, behavioral dysfunction, and even dementia. In the adult, it can lead to the Gulf War Syndrome or one of the more common neurodegenerative diseases, such as Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s dementia, or Lou Gehrig’s disease (ALS).

What I will tell my kids about how to treat family

I want my kids to know that people are wrong.  People will often say that their family fight like cats and dogs but are always there for each other and that is what counts.  But this is wrong.  
Your family; you should never fight with like cats and dogs.  They will be with you on every good day you have and every bad day you have.  They deserve respect and kindness.  They have earned the right to be treated nicely. Save your best behavior for family and learn to sometimes bite your tongue and say how you feel politly and learn to listen to what the other says and show compassion when talking over problems.  Listen more, give more, and share more.
Always be the first to forgive and the first to say you are sorry.  If both sides are doing this then it is a win win.  Act on your feelings don't just say sorry but show the person you are sorry with your actions and kindness.  Use your best behavior on your family and you will never have to fight like cats and dogs.  Because someone fighting with you at holidays but showning up during the bad times does not mean love. Treating someone with love every time you are with them means love.  And asking for forgiveness when you fail to treat them right. 
Love is in the kindness.

10 commandments- If I was a god my list of ten who be like this.

10 commandments- If I was a god my list of ten who be like this.

1 - thou shall not hurt a child, no abuse sexually
 or physically

2 - thou shall not rape

3 - thou shall not kill

4 - thou shall not raise a hand to hurt others 
except to save a life

5 - thou shall not own a slave

6 - thou will treat all people equal no matter 
the color, gender or sexual orientation

7 - thou shall let no person be homeless or 
go without food

8 - thou shall not tell others what to do with 
their own bodies

9 - thou shall not steal

10- thou shall not bare false witness

Our Founding Fathers

"The Bible is not my book, nor Christianity my profession."-Abraham Lincoln "This would be the best of all possible worlds if there were no religion in it"- John Adams

"Religious controversies are always productive of more acrimony and irreconcilable hatreds than those which spring from any other cause. Of all the animosities which have existed among mankind, those which are caused by the difference of sentiments in religion appear to be the most inveterate and distressing, and ought most to be depreciated. I was in hopes that the enlightened and liberal policy, which has marked the present age, would at least have reconciled Christians of every denomination so far that we should never again see the religious disputes carried to such a pitch as to endanger the peace of society."-George Washington

"The Bible is not my book, nor Christianity my profession."-Abraham Lincoln

"It may not be easy, in every possible case, to trace the line of separation between the rights of religion and the Civil authority with such distinctness as to avoid collisions and doubts on unessential points. The tendency to unsurpastion on one side or the other, or to a corrupting coalition or alliance between them, will be best guarded agst. by an entire abstinence of the Gov't from interfence in any way whatsoever, beyond the necessity of preserving public order, and protecting each sect agst. trespasses on its legal rights by others."- James Madison

"Religious bondage shackles and debilitates the mind and unfits it for every noble enterprise."- James Madison

The Pledge of Alliance before 1956- Never had one nation under god.

DNA Fetal Cells used in Vaccines

Why could human DNA potentially cause brain damage? The way Ratajczak explained it  "Because it's human DNA and recipients are humans, there's homologous recombinaltion tiniker. That DNA is incorporated into the host DNA. Now it's changed, altered self and body kills it. Where is this most expressed? The neurons of the brain. Now you have body killing the brain cells and it's an ongoing inflammation. It doesn't stop, it continues through the life of that individual."   Journal of Immunotoxicology is entitled "Theoretical aspects of autism: Causes--A review." The author is Helen Ratajczak, surprisingly herself a former senior scientist at a pharmaceutical firm
A number of independent scientists have said they've been subjected to orchestrated campaigns to discredit them when their research exposed vaccine safety issues, especially if it veered into the topic of autism. We asked Ratajczak how she came to research the controversial topic. She told us that for years while working in the pharmaceutical industry, she was restricted as to what she was allowed to publish. "I'm retired now," she told CBS News. "I can write what I want."

How might the human DNA contaminated vaccines contribute to human disease? First, there is the potential for the contaminating DNA to be mixed with our own genes by a process called homologous recombination. Homologous recombination is an established biologic phenomenon in which a segment of a cell’s DNA is substituted by another segment of DNA that is similar. This can occur during cell division or DNA repair. Homologous recombination occurs naturally to create genetic diversity in our offspring, and is also conveniently harnessed by scientists to introduce experimental DNA into cells or animals. We
do not yet know if this occurs with the contaminating human DNA found in some of our vaccines, and if so, to what extent. Imagine the potential consequences of human DNA from a vaccine, a vaccine that is given to children at an average age of 15 months, being incorporated into a child’s developing brain. Dr. Theresa Diesher  
Dr. Theresa Deisher, a PhD in Molecular and Cellular Physiology from Stanford University, the first person to discover adult cardiac derived stem cells, determined that residual human fetal DNA fragments in vaccines may be one of the causes of autism in children through vaccination.

Even more alarming, Dr Theresa Deisher, lead scientist and SCPI founder noted that, “Not only are the human fetal contaminated vaccines associated with autistic disorder throughout the world, but also with epidemic childhood leukemia and lymphomas.”


New Study in Journal of Public Health and Epidemiology Correlates Autism Disorder Increase and Human Fetal DNA, Retroviral Agents in Vaccines


Vaccine Info - Autism - Resources, Studies, Articles, and General Info

Vaccine Info - Autism - Resources, Studies, Articles, and General Info

The autism epidemic that began in the late 1980’s is likely due primarily to toxins adversely affecting fetus and infants during development.  Autism is closely correlated with a lessened ability to excrete toxins.
Mercury is likely a major contributor to this toxin-induced autism, whether the source of the mercury is from vaccines or environmental mercury exposure
Other toxins, whether from vaccines or environmental exposure, can also contribute to toxin-induced autism.
When mercury is present in the body either from recent acute exposure or long-term chronic exposure, it can exponentially increase the adverse affect of other toxins 10-fold to 100-fold in a process known as “synergistic toxicity.”  Why do autistic kid not have mercury in their hair from their first hair cut when non autistic kid do (that is how the body should get rid of the toxins) 
Why do autistic kids have measles strain in their intestine and in their bone marrow? http://www.jpands.org/vol9no2/bradstreet.pdf  Why are the symptoms of mercury poisoning the same as autism symptoms.  Why is mercury in baby teeth 2x higher in autistic children? http://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/15287390601172080#.VQTp9Y54rpU . These are the questions that the doctors and scientist are looking into in the many links below.

-Recent peer-reviewed scientific/medical studies by Nataf et al. (2006) and by Geier and Geier (2006) leave little doubt that many autistic children are indeed mercury poisoned. These studies utilized urinary porphyrin profile analysis (UPPA) to assess the body-burden and magnitude of physiological effects of mercury in children.
-Mercury poisoning and autism have nearly identical symptoms, and a single day’s vaccination regimen may inject 41 times the level of mercury known to cause harm. California’s autism rate has mushroomed 1000% over the past 20 years, with dramatic increases following the introduction of the MMR vaccine in the early 1980’s. England had dramatic autism increases beginning in the 1990’s, following the introduction of the MMR vaccine there. Some infants receive 100 times the EPA’s maximum allowable amount of mercury through vaccines.

In January, 2000, the Journal of Adverse Drug Reactions reported that the MMR vaccine was not adequately tested and should not have been licensed. Further reinforcing the suspected vaccine-autism connection is the fact that many physicians using a systematic mercury-detoxification regimen with autistic patients have seen dramatic improvements in the health and behavior of their patients.
-Los Angeles Times, Merck & Co., the makers of several vaccines, knew in 1991 that the cumulative amount of mercury in vaccines given to infants by six months of age was about 87 times the level then thought to be safe
-"However, in 2001, the vaccine was found to cause a serious, frequently fatal, multisystemic illness, called yellow fever vaccine–associated viscerotropic disease (YEL-AVD), which resembles the illness it was designed to prevent."

Mercury in the body
- study of children with developmental delay found that 75 of 91 patients with autism and inflamed bowels had live measles virus detected in samples of their intestinal tissues. Only 7 of the 70 normal patients (or controls) were found to have the measles virus in their gut. Vaccine measles strains have been isolated from the spinal fluid of autistic children. http://www.jpands.org/vol9no2/bradstreet.pdf
-A case control study of 221 children with autism and 18 controls found that after a DMSA challenge test, vaccinated autistic children had THREE times the level of mercury in their urine compared to controls
Biopsy samples found 22,000 times the level of mercury in people with heart failure from unknown causes compared to controls whose heart failure was caused by virus, heart attacks, or high blood pressure
-Research proves that even very low levels of exposure have adverse effects on language, attention, and memory, making children less able to think and learn. When you read this list of symptoms, it is easy for even the layperson to correlate that this environmental toxin has caused havoc with our children’s development starting in the late 80’s when the numbers of vaccines containing thimerosal and the epidemic of developmental disorders began to increase
-Monkey studies have shown that the mercury in thimerosal does indeed cross the blood brain barrier and results in significant deposition of inorganic mercury in the brain. Research has documented that inorganic mercury becomes trapped in the brain (the estimated half-life is over 700 days).
-A review by Dr. Paul G. King has proven otherwise, showing that ethylmercury is first metabolized by the body into toxic methylmercury, which is then metabolized into inorganic mercury.
The abstract from that study states the following:
"In the rat study, which Dr. King cites, the lab rats were raised for the purpose of this study and had no reported mercury levels in their blood before the experiment.
There were three groups in the study:
1. A test group of Thimerosal-(ethylymercury)-treated rats;
2. A test group of methylmercury-chloride-treated rats; and
3. A control group of rats treated with a 'water' placebo.
At the end of the experiment, as expected, the water-treated control group had no reported levels of mercury in their blood or organs.
The group treated with methylmercury chloride (which vaccine purveyors routinely "sound bite" as the harmful organic mercury as compared to the "safe" Thimerosal, ethylmercury), as expected, had both methylmercury and inorganic mercury in their blood and organs."
And goes on to conclude:
"In layman's terms, these studies, as brought to light by Dr. King, establish that ethylmercury (Thimerosal), a "supposedly harmless" compound of mercury according to the vaccine establishment, is converted in the rat and apparently in the human infant into "methylmercury" which, the establishment admits is a harmful form of mercury. It is then further reduced to the long-term most harmful, "inorganic mercury" that bioaccumulates in the tissues and organs.
Based on these findings, we can conclude that injecting the Thimerosal (ethylmercury), found in flu shots, into pregnant women (exposing the in utero fetus to mercury [see Table I on page 15 of Dr.King's posting http://dr king.com/docs/110915_PGKReviewOfUSSubmissionToUNEP_b.pdf
5) "There is no mercury in vaccines. It has all been phased out."
Oh, but it hasn't! In fact, it's still regularly added to the influenza vaccine, and is active in other vaccines, hidden under other titles.
The FDA themselves have gone on to say the following:
"While the use of mercury-containing preservatives has declined in recent years with the development of new products formulated with alternative or no preservatives, thimerosal has been used in some immune globulin preparations, anti-venins, skin test antigens, and ophthalmic and nasal products, in addition to certain vaccines," right on its "Thimerosal in Vaccines" page which can be found here:
6) "The mercury is vaccines is good for you, since it produces an immune response."
There are absolutely no studies that show that mercury, a toxic substance, is good for you. In fact, just the opposite is true. The study cited in the post above goes on to say:

"The antibacterial activity of thimerosal (sodium ethyl mercury thiosalicylate) is attributed to the ethyl mercury cation that dissociates from the thimerosal molecule. By 1999, expanding recommendations for infant vaccination meant that US children who received a complete series of vaccines that contained thimerosal potentially received up to 187.5 μg of ethyl mercury during the first 6 months of life.1-3 This cumulative exposure could exceed the US Environmental Protection Agency's recommended safe intake level, estimated in 1997 to be no more than 0.1 μg of mercury per kg of body weight per day.4 This observation led to a recommendation by the American Academy of Pediatrics that thimerosal be removed from all vaccines that are administered to infants in the United States."
Yet, it has not been removed. The EPA themselves acknowledge the toxic effects of mercury:

Vaccines cause encephalitis.
Vaccines cause seizures.
Vaccines cause immune system deficiencies.
Vaccines cause gastrointestinal problems.
Encephalitis causes mood swings.
Encephalitis causes extreme pain.
Encephalitis causes inattention  and impulsivity.
Encephalitis causes aggression.
Encephalitis causes balance problems and difficulty relating to one's environment.
Seizures cause mood swings.
Seizures cause inattention and impulsivity.
Seizures cause alterations in conciousness.
Immune system deficiencies cause children to have more frequent bacterial infections, such as ear infections, upper respiratory infections (URIs), sinusutis, and strep infections.
Immune system deficiencies cause childrn to have more frequent viral infections, such as stomatitis, "fevers of unknown origin," "viral rashes," hives, conjunctivitis, and gastrointestinal viruses that cause vomiting and diarrhea.
Immune system deficiencies cause children to be more vulnerable to "everything that's going around" and to have a tougher time getting over things than their peers.
Gastrointestinal damage from vaccines causes diarrhea.
Gastrointestinal damage from vaccines causes nausea, reflux, vomiting, and the recently discovered "disease" now known as GERD (Gastro-Esophageal Reflux Disease).  Gatrointestinal damage from vaccines causes increased vulnerability to viruses and bacteria, which leads to increased administration of antibiotics, which leads to overgrowth of pathogenic yeast.  Pathogenic yeast overgrowth leads to intestinal hyperpermeability ("leaky gut syndrome").
Pathogenic yeast overgrowth leads to constipation. Pathogenic yeast overgrowth leads to food allergies.  Pathogenic yeast overgrowth leads to skin eruptions, "drunken, silly behavior," inattention and impulsivity, and cravings for bread, sugar, ice cream, milk, and carbohydrates.  Technically, vaccines do not cause autism because techincally there is no such thing as AUTISM. 

Vaccines cause the underlying physical conditions that result in the pain, neurological damage, immune system disorders, gastrointestinal damage, and yeast overgrowth - all of which combine to produce the behavioral symptoms that result in the "autism" diagnosis.  Gastrointestinal damage is the most obvious result of vaccine damage. On this page I have listed on this page lots of links to show studies, peer reviews and doctors personal studies showing autism and vaccine link.

*86 Research Papers Supporting the Vaccine/Autism Link
*Metals, Environmental Toxin & Autism 6 links

*Peer reviews and papers
Mito Action – Autism and Mitochondrial Disease   http://www.mitoaction.org/about-autism-and-mito

Vaccine Autoimmune Project for Research and Education

Thimerosal-Derived Ethylmercury Is a Mitochondrial Toxin in Human Astrocytes: Possible Role of Fenton Chemistry in the Oxidation and Breakage of mtDNA

Increased risk of developmental neurologic impairment after high exposure to thimerosal-containing vaccine in first month of life. http://mercury-freedrugs.org/docs/00mmdd_EISAbstractSubmission_IncreasedRiskOfDevelopmentalNeurologicImpairmentAfterHighExposureToThimerosal-containingVaccine_.pdf

Aluminum-Induced Entropy in Biological Systems: Implications for Neurological Disease

Blood Levels of Mercury Are Related to Diagnosis of Autism

Metabolic biomarkers of increased oxidative stress and impaired methylation capacity in children with autism

Neuroglial activation and neuroinflammation in the brain of patients with autism

Serological association of measles virus and human herpesvirus-6 with brain autoantibodies in autism

Reduced levels of mercury in first baby haircuts of autistic children

Evidence of toxicity, oxidative stress, and neuronal insult in autism

A case series of children with apparent mercury toxic encephalopathies manifesting with clinical symptoms of regressive autistic disorders.

Heavy-Metal Toxicity—With Emphasis on Mercury

Epidemiology of autism spectrum disorder in Portugal:

Thimerosal exposure in infants and neurodevelopmental disorders: an assessment of computerized medical records in the Vaccine Safety Datalink

Hepatitis B triple series vaccine and developmental disability in US children aged 1–9 years

Induction of metallothionein in mouse cerebellum and cerebrum with low-dose thimerosal injection

Mercury induces inflammatory mediator releasefrom human mast cells

Urinary porphyrin excretion in neurotypical and autistic children

Vaccines and Autism

Theoretical aspects of autism: Causes—A review

Ancestry of pink disease (infantile acrodynia) identified as a risk factor for autism spectrum disorders

MMR vaccination and febrile seizures: evaluation of susceptible subgroups and long-term prognosis

Adverse Events following 12 and 18 Month Vaccinations: a Population-Based, Self-Controlled Case Series Analysis

Administration of Thimerosal to Infant Rats Increases Overflow of Glutamate and Aspartate in the Prefrontal Cortex: Protective Role of Dehydroepiandrosterone Sulfate

Environmental mercury release, special education rates, and autism disorder: an ecological study of Texas.

Empirical Data Confirm Autism Symptoms Related to Aluminum and Acetaminophen Exposure

Aluminum-Induced Entropy in Biological Systems: Implications for Neurological Disease

Abnormal measles-mumps-rubella antibodies and CNS autoimmunity in children with autism

Infection, vaccines and other environmental triggers of autoimmunity

Unanswered Questions
A Review of Compensated Cases of Vaccine-Induced Brain Injury

Thimerosal and autism? A plausible hypothesis that should not be dismissed.

Detection and sequencing of measles virus from peripheral mononuclear cells from patients with inflammatory bowel disease and autism.

The spectrum of ASIA: ‘Autoimmune (Auto-inflammatory) Syndrome induced by Adjuvants’

Aluminum in the central nervous system (CNS): toxicity in humans and animals, vaccine adjuvants, and autoimmunity

Hepatitis B vaccination of male neonates and autism diagnosis, NHIS 1997-2002.

Vaccines and Brain Inflammation


Impact of enviromental factors on the prevalence of autistic disorder after 1979

A positive association found between autism prevalence and childhood vaccination uptake across the U.S. population.

Neonatal administration of a vaccine preservative, thimerosal, produces lasting impairment of nociception and apparent activation of opioid system in rats.

Lasting neuropathological changes in rat brain after intermittent neonatal administration of thimerosal

Persistent behavioral impairments and alterations of brain dopamine system after early postnatal administration of thimerosal in rats.

B-lymphocytes from a population of children with autism spectrum disorder and their unaffected siblings exhibit hypersensitivity to thimerosal.

Thimerosal-Derived Ethylmercury Is a Mitochondrial Toxin in Human Astrocytes: Possible Role of Fenton Chemistry in the Oxidation and Breakage of mtDNA

Thioredoxin: A novel, independent diagnosis marker in children with autism

Inhibition of the human thioredoxin system. A molecular mechanism of mercury toxicity.

Effects of selenite and chelating agents on mammalian thioredoxin reductase inhibited by mercury: implications for treatment of mercury poisoning.

Porphyrinuria in childhood autistic disorder: Implications for environmental toxicity

Activation of methionine synthase by insulin-like growth factor-1 and dopamine: a target for neurodevelopmental toxins and thimerosal.

Vaccine, Neurological disorders study 

Interview with Dr. Maurice Hilleman, Merck Pharmaceutical’s Chief developer of Vaccines for over 45 years.

Measles RNA in spinal fluid of children with regressive autism 

Detection and sequencing of measles virus from peripheral mononuclear cells from patients with inflammatory bowel disease and autism.

Medline Plus- Government Website Explains Encephalitis

MMR Vaccine as a cause of encephalitis

The Merck Manual on Encephalitis (one of the side effects of vaccines written by the maker of the vaccines)

Merck Medical Textbook of a Vaccine Adverse Reaction Brain Infection

Vaccine Induced Enchephalitis

Vaccine Adjutants and Autism (Thimerosal, Mercury and Aluminum)
Changes in Vaccines Making them more Damaging (sources at bottom of article)
Dr. Stephanie Seneff, senior scientist at MIT           http://nourishingplot.com/2014/06/27/recent-changes-in-vaccines/

Aluminum and Autism

Data linking aluminum, acetomenophen and autism
full study here

Aluminum and neurological symptoms

Aluminum vaccine adjuvants- are they safe?

Autism Symptoms Related to Aluminum and Acetaminophen Exposure        

Aluminum hydroxide injections lead to motor deficits and motor neuron degeneration

Thimerosal Timeline and Autism

Trace Amounts of Thimerosal in vaccines 

Symptom Comparison of Mercury Poisoning and Autism

Effect of mercury on developing fetus study
Is there a safe amount?  Flu shots given to pregnant women contain extremely dangerous high levels of mercury

Thimerosal autism connection

A Case Series of Children with Apparent Mercury Toxic Encephalopathies Manifesting with Clinical Symptoms of Regressive Autistic Disorders
Journal of Toxicology and Environmentsl Health

Children with mercury toxic enchephalopathies and regressive autism

A Dose-Response Relationship between Organic Mercury Exposure from Thimerosal-Containing Vaccines and Neurodevelopmental Disorders          http://www.mdpi.com/1660-4601/11/9/9156

Methodological Issues and Evidence of Malfeasance in Research Purporting to Show Thimerosal in Vaccines Is Safe (a study by the CDC)    http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4065774/
Mercury in vaccines exceeded safety guidelines and is still in several vaccines as an ingredient

Monkey study 1990s connecting thimerosal with damage to brain structure and function

 Mercury and autism- accelerating evidence

Administration of thimerosal to infant rats increases overflow of glutamate and aspartate in the prefrontal cortex

Rats studied with amounts consistent with infant vaccines developed neurodevelopmental disorders.

MMR as a potential cause of encephalitis brain inflammation in children

Autism Symptoms are Identical to Encephalomyopthy listed on vaccine package inserts

Thimerosal and adverse events

Heavy Metals in Hair Samples from Severely Autistic Children

Toxicity of Thimerosal

Regressive Autism and Heavy Metals

Genetic heritability and shared environmental factors among twin pairs with Autism http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/21727249

Causal link between MMR and autism
An inappropriate antibody response to MMR, specifically the measles component thereof, might be related to pathogenesis of autism

MMR and Autism-  article in Journal of Biomedical Science

Conjugate Vaccines may predispose children to autism disorders

A Positive Association found between Autism Prevalence and Childhood Vaccination http://www.ingentaconnect.com/content/tandf/uteh/2011/00000074/00000014/art00002?token=004c170388ee06a6e5865462431636f5720415d23763c247b5e4e26634a492f2530332976261 

 Biological Evidence of Significant Vaccine Related Side-effects Resulting in Neurodevelopmental Disorders
Dr. Jeff Bradstreet MD FAAFP Director of Clinical Programs, ICDRC Visiting Professor of Pediatrics, SCNM Adjunct Professor of Neurosciences, Stetson 
http://www.iom.edu/~/media/Files/Activity%20Files/PublicHealth/ImmunizationSafety/Bradstreet.pdf                  https://www.scribd.com/doc/220807175/86-

Research-Papers-Supporting-the-Vaccine-Autism-Link A positive association found between autism prevalence and childhood vaccination uptake across the U.S.

Causal relationship between vaccine induced immunity and autism

Autism and mercury poisoning

Hypothesis: conjugate vaccines may predispose children to autism spectrum disorders

Rise in autism coincides with rise in vaccines

Subtle DNA changes and the overuse of vaccines in autism

Vaccine and Autism- a New Scientific Review
summary of previous Journal of Immunology

Autism and Resulting Medical Conditions:  

Mercury toxic encephalopathy  manifesting with clinical symptoms of regressive autistic disorders.  http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/17454560
Relation of mercury to high autism rates in boys

Elevated levels of measles in children with Autism

Abnormal MMR antibodies in children with autism

Detection of Measles Virus Genomic RNA in Cerebrospinal Fluid of Children with Regressive Autism

3 fold increase in autism in boys injected as neonates
(greater risk in non white children)

Hepatitis vaccination male neonates and Autism diagnosis 1997- 2002

Fraud and Deception and the Whistleblower

Congressman Bill Posey in possession of 100,000+ documents

Whistleblower at CDC goes public

Manipulation of Studies has flawed Data on vaccines and autism

Merck’s Director says MMR causes autism

The Hooker info gotten by the freedom of info act.

Brian Hooker refutes studies on autism by the pharmaceutical companies

Correspondence between HRSA and Sharyl Atkinson reporter
(US Health Resources Administration)

Studies data on autism and African American boys
Look at the conclusion

Dr. Kenneth P. Stoller, MD, FACHM
Speaks on the American Academy of Pediatrics and fraud



Dr Russel Blaylock videos on vaccines and cancer http://cancervortex.com/vaccinedangers1.htm

Aluminum Autism Connection
Dr Chris Shaw Neuroscientist At University of British Columbia
 Profile of Dr Chris Shaw    http://www.neuraldynamicsubc.ca/profiles/shaw.html

Theresa Deisher, Ph.D. (President, Sound Choice Pharmaceutical Institute , CEO andManaging Member, AVM Biotechnology). Dr. Deisher, an expert in the field of adult stem cell therapies and regenerative medicine, brings 18 years of experience in scientific and corporate leadership positions involving research, discovery, production and commercialization of human therapeutics. Dr. Deisher’s penchant for ground breaking scientific discovery and her distinguished scientific research has resulted in 23 patents issued in her name. She has published numerous scientific manuscripts and is a frequent invited lecturer and guest speaker in the area of stem cell technology and regenerative medicine. Throughout her career, Dr. Deisher has been recruited by some of the country’s top biotechnology companies, including Genentech, Repligen, ZymoGenetics, Immunex and Amgen. She has managed and mentored undergraduate honors students, post-doctoral fellows, scientific executives and over 20 research assistants/scientists at all levels of responsibility.Dr. Deisher graduated with honors and distinction from Stanford University, and obtained her Ph.D. in Molecular and Cellular Physiology from the Department of Molecular and Cellular Physiology, Stanford University.

Dr Theresa Deisher on  Worldwide Autism Epidemic & Human Fetal Manufactured
Contaminated Vaccines

Dr Theresa Deisher Series with 4 Parts on Autism 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsCAUKUTb20&feature=youtu.be     part 1




Dr. Stephanie Seneff discusses the potential connection between vaccines and autism
Senior scientist at MIT                    

The history of thimerosal and autism. Excellent

Vaccine Overload and Autism Link

Children receive 80 vaccinations throughout childhood- autism linked to vaccine overload

Study on Vaccine Induced Immune Overload  in Molecular and Genetic Medicine Journal
Review of Vaccine Induced Immune Overload and the Resulting Epidemics of Type 1 Diabetes and Metabolic Syndrome, Emphasis on Explaining the Recent Accelerations in the Risk of Pre diabetes and other Immune Mediated Diseases        
J. Barthelow  Classen MD*

Subtle DNA changes and the overuse of vaccines in autism

Autism Symptoms Related to Aluminum and Acetaminophen Exposure                                       http://www.mdpi.com/1099-4300/14/11/2227

Fetal DNA and Autism
Autism And Cancer Related To Human Fetal DNA In Vaccines                                                     Journal of Public Health                                           http://www.globalresearch.ca/new-study-in-journal-of-public-health-finds-autism-and-cancer-related-to-human-fetal-dna-in-vaccines/5402912

Vaccine and GMO converge to fuel Autism

Peer reviewed study on fetal cell contamination with retro virus associated with autism and cancer
Study documentation- Dr Deisher        http://www.ms.academicjournals.org/article/article1409245960_Deisher%20et%20al.pdf

Data linking aluminum, acetomenophen and autism
full study here

Autism Cancer and Human DNA  References in body of article 

Subtle DNA changes and the overuse of vaccines in autism

Connection between brain damage and human DNA  documentation at bottom

Fetal cells that are tumorgenic can contaminate healthy cell DNA

New Study in Journal of Public Health and Epidemiology Correlates Autism Disorder Increase and Human Fetal DNA, Retroviral Agents in Vaccines

Gut Issues in Autistic Children

Analysis of the Use of Antibiotics on Gut Flora

MMR and gut issues

A blog with a huge number of studies

Parents with autistic kids do lots of research http://www.regardingcaroline.com/pubmed

If Vaccines Don’t Cause Autism, What do they Cause?

Vaccines Induce Autistic Disorders
Numerous credible, medical journals over the past decade or so have found significant correlations between certain vaccines and autism.

“Using regression analysis and controlling for family income and ethnicity, the relationship between the proportion of children who received the recommended vaccines by age 2 years and the prevalence of autism (AUT) or speech or language impairment (SLI) in each U.S. state from 2001 and 2007 was determined. A positive and statistically significant relationship was found: The higher the proportion of children receiving recommended vaccinations, the higher was the prevalence of AUT or SLI.” – Journal of Toxicology and Environmental Health, 2011

“Further, linear regression revealed that Varicella (chickenpox) and Hepatitis A immunization coverage was significantly correlated to autistic disorder cases…Autistic disorder change points years are coincident with introduction of vaccines manufactured using human fetal cell lines, containing fetal and retroviral contaminants, into childhood vaccine regimens.” – Journal of Public Health and Epidemiology, 2014

“Implicated vaccines: MMR, Varicella, and Hepatitis A using data from the U.S. government, United Kingdom, Denmark, and Western Australia, researchers found a spike in autism around the world after vaccines using animal cells were replaced by vaccines using aborted fetal cells.” – Journal of Public Health and Epidemiology, 2014

“Thus autistic children have a hyper-immune response to measles virus, which in the absence of a wild-type measles infection might be a sign of an abnormal immune reaction to the vaccine strain or virus reactivation.” – Pediatric Neurology, 2003

“Measles might be etiologically linked to autism because measles and MMR antibodies (a viral marker) correlated positively to brain autoantibodies (an autoimmune marker)—salient features that characterize autoimmune pathology in autism.” – Journal of Child Neurology, 2009

“Although the committee has concluded that the evidence favors rejection of the causal relationship at the population level between MMR vaccine and autistic spectrum disorders, the committee nevertheless recommends that this issue receive continued attention. It does so in recognition that its conclusion does not exclude the possibility that MMR vaccine could contribute to ASD in a small number of children.” – Institute of Medicine (US) Immunization Safety Review Committee, 2001

“Thus the MMR antibody in autistic sera detected measles HA protein, which is unique to the measles subunit of the vaccine. Furthermore, over 90% of MMR antibody-positive autistic sera were also positive for MBP (myelin basic protein) autoantibodies, suggesting a strong association between MMR and CNS (central nervous system) autoimmunity in autism. Stemming from this evidence, we suggest that an inappropriate antibody response to MMR, specifically the measles component thereof, might be related to pathogenesis of autism.” – Journal of Biomedical Science, 2002

Studies and Science Show the Statistical Relationship
“The number of dose relationships is linear and statistically significant. You can play with this all you want. They are linear. They are statistically significant.” – Dr. Weil from Association of American Physicians and Surgeons, Inc, 2003

“From a cellular perspective, it would appear that the existing scientific literature supports the biological plausibility of a Hg-based (mercury) autism pathogenesis…Nevertheless, research studies identifying Hg’s effects on glial cells and mitochondria that are consistent with findings in autistic patients, lend further support to the Hg-autism hypothesis.” – PubMed – National Center for Biotechnology Information, 2011

 “In phase I, it was observed that there was a significantly increased risk ratio for the incidence of ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder) reported following the Thimerosal-containing DTaP vaccine in comparison to the Thimerosal-free DTaP vaccine. In phase II, it was observed that cases diagnosed with an ASD were significantly more likely than controls to receive increased organic-Hg from Thimerosal-containing hepatitis B vaccine administered within the first, second, and sixth month of life.” – PubMed – National Center for Biotechnology Information, 2013

“There was a significant dose-response relationship between the severity of the regressive ASDs (Autism Spectrum Disorder) observed and the total mercury dose children received from Thimerosal-containing vaccines/Rho (D)-immune globulin preparations. Based upon differential diagnoses, 8 of 9 patients examined were exposed to significant mercury from Thimerosal-containing biologic/vaccine preparations during their fetal/infant developmental periods, and subsequently, between 12 and 24 mo of age, these previously normally developing children suffered mercury toxic encephalopathies that manifested with clinical symptoms consistent with regressive ASDs.” –  Journal of Toxicology and Environmental Health, 2007

Lawsuits and Compensation in the Vaccine Courts

US govt compensates children for autism caused by vaccines

Autism Law and Advocacy and the Vaers Court
A review of brain injury cases

 A Review of Compensated Cases of Vaccine-Induced Brain Injury

Here is a list of studies from around the world that support Dr. Wakefield’s research
The following peer-reviewed papers support the findings of the original work by Wakefield and colleagues at the Royal Free Hospital in the UK:
1) Furlano R, Anthony A, Day R, Brown A, Mc Garvey L, Thomson M, et al. Colonic CD8 and T cell filtration with epithelial damage in children with autism. J Pediatr 2001;138:366-72.
 2) Torrente F., Machado N., Perez-Machado M., Furlano R., Thomson M., Davies S., Wakefield AJ, Walker-Smith JA, Murch SH. Enteropathy with T cell infiltration and epithelial IgG deposition in autism. Molecular Psychiatry. 2002;7:375-382.
 3) Ashwood P, Murch SH, Anthony A, Hayes C, Machado MP, Torrente F, Thomson MA, Heuschkel R, Wakefield AJ., Mucosal and peripheral blood lymphocyte cytokine profiles in children with regressive autism and gastrointestinal symptoms: Mucosal immune activation and reduced counter regulatory interleukin-10. Gastroenterol. 2002;122 (Suppl):A617
4) Ashwood P, Anthony A, Torrente F, Wakefield AJ. Spontaneous mucosal lymphocyte cytokine profiles in children with autism and gastrointestinal symptoms: mucosal immune activation and reduced counter regulatory interleukin-10. J Clin Immunol. 2004;24(6):664-73.
5) Wakefield AJ., Puleston J. Montgomery SM., Anthony A., O’Leary J.J., Murch SH Entero-colonic encephalopathy, autism and opioid receptor ligands. Alimentary Pharmacology & Therapeutics. 2002;16:663-674
6) Wakefield AJ. The Gut-Brain Axis in Childhood developmental Disorders. Journal of Pediatric Gastroenterology and Nutrition. 2002;34:S14-S17
7) Uhlmann V, Martin CM, Sheils O, Pilkington L, Silva I, Killalea A, Murch SH, Wakefield AJ, O’Leary JJ., Potential viral pathogenic mechanism for new variant inflammatory bowel disease. Molecular Pathology 2002;55:84-90
 8) Ashwood P, Anthony A, Pellicer AA, Torrente F, Wakefield AJ. Intestinal lymphocyte populations in children with regressive autism: evidence for extensive mucosal immunopathology. Journal of Clinical Immunology, 2003;23:504-517.
9) Torrente F, Anthony A, Heuschkel RB, Thomson MA, Ashwood P, Murch SH. Focal-enhanced gastritis in regressive autism with features distinct from Crohn's and Helicobacter pylori gastritis. Am J Gastroenterol. 2004;99:598-605
10) Ashwood P, Wakefield AJ. Immune activation of peripheral blood and mucosal CD3+ lymphocyte cytokine profiles in children with autism and gastrointestinal symptoms. J Neuroimmunol. 2006;173(1-2):126-34.
11) Wakefield AJ, Ashwood P, Limb K, Anthony A. The significance of ileo-colonic lymphoid nodular hyperplasia in children with autistic spectrum disorder. Eur J Gastroenterol Hepatol. 2005 Aug;17(8):827-36.
The following two peer-reviewed papers from the Royal Free Hospital in the UK were withdrawn for political reasons, but the science remains valid and relevant
1) Wakefield AJ, Murch SM, Anthony A et al., Ileal- lymphoid- nodular Hyperplasia, Non- specific Colitis, and Pervasive Developmental Disorder in Children, The Lancet, 1998, 351(9103): 637– 41.
2) Wakefield AJ, Anthony A, Murch SH, Thomson M, Montgomery SM, Davies S, Walker-Smith JA. Enterocolitis in children with developmental disorder. American Journal of Gastroenterology 2000;95:2285-2295.
The following peer-reviewed papers duplicate Dr. Wakefield’s original findings in five additional countries, including the US, Italy, Venezuela, Canada and Poland:
 1) Gonzalez, L. et al., Endoscopic and Histological Characteristics of the Digestive Mucosa in Autistic Children with gastro-Intestinal Symptoms. Arch Venez Pueric Pediatr, 2005;69:19-25.
 2) Balzola, F., et al., Panenteric IBD-like disease in a patient with regressive autism shown for the first time by wireless capsule enteroscopy: Another piece in the jig-saw of the gut-brain syndrome? American Journal of Gastroenterology, 2005. 100(4): p. 979- 981.
 3) Balzola F et al . Autistic enterocolitis: confirmation of a new inflammatory bowel disease in an Italian cohort of patients. Gastroenterology 2005;128(Suppl. 2);A-303.
4) Krigsman A, Boris M, Goldblatt A, Stott C. Clinical Presentation and Histologic Findings at Ileocolonoscopy in Children with Autistic Spectrum Disorder and Chronic Gastrointestinal Symptoms. Autism Insights. 2009;1:1–11.
5) Horvath K., Papadimitriou J.C., Rabsztyn A., Drachenberg C., Tildon J.T. 1999. Gastrointestinal abnormalities in children with autism. J. Pediatrics 135: 559-563.
6) Sabra S, Bellanti JA, Colon AR. Ileal lymphoid hyperplasia, non-specific colitis and pervasive developmental disorder in children. The Lancet 1998;352:234-5.
7) Sabra A, Hartman D, Zeligs BJ et al., Linkage of ileal-lymphoid-nodular hyperplasia (ILNH), food allergy and CNS developmental abnormalities: evidence for a non-IgE association, Ann Allergy Asthma Immunol, 1999;82:8
8) Galiatsatos P, Gologan A, Lamoureux E, Autistic enterocolitis: Fact or fiction? Can J Gastroenterol. 2009:23:95-98
9) Jarocka-Cyrta et al. Brief report: eosinophilic esophagitis as a cause of feeding problems in an autistic boy. The first reported case.J. Aut. Dev. Disord. Online July 10, 2010
The following articles support the importance of recognizing and treating gastrointestinal symptoms in autistic children:
 1)    Buie T, et al. Pediatrics. 2010 Jan;125 Suppl 1:S19-29.  Recommendations for evaluation and treatment of common gastrointestinal problems in children with ASDs.
 2)    Buie T, et al.  Pediatrics.  2010 Jan;125 Suppl 1:S1-18.  Evaluation, diagnosis, and treatment of gastrointestinal disorders in individuals with ASDs: a consensus report. 
"Autism may be a disorder linked to the disruption of the G-alpha protein, affecting retinoid receptors in the brain. A study of sixty autistic children suggests that autism may be caused by inserting a G-alpha protein defect, the pertussis toxin found in the D.P.T. vaccine, into genetically at-risk children." Mary N. Megson, M.D.

The following peer-reviewed papers provide further support for gastrointestinal disturbances involving the immune system in autism. 
1) Jyonouchi H., Sun S., Lee H. 2001. Proinflammatory and regulatory cytokine production associated with innate and adaptive immune responses in children with autism spectrum disorders and developmental regression. J. Neuroimmunol. 120(1-2):170-9
2) Jyonouchi H, Geng L, Ruby A, Zimmerman-Bier B. Dysregulated Innate Immune Responses in Young Children with Autism Spectrum Disorders: Their Relationship to Gastrointestinal Symptoms and Dietary Intervention. Neuropsychobiology. 2005;28:5177-85
3) Jyonouchi H, Geng L, Ruby A, Reddy C, Zimmerman-Bier B. Evaluation of an association between gastrointestinal symptoms and cytokine production against common dietary proteins in children with autism spectrum disorders. J Pediatr.2005;146(5):605-10.
4) Jyonouchi H, Sun S, Itokazu N. Innate immunity associated with inflammatory responses and cytokine production against common dietary proteins in patients with autism spectrum disorder. Neuropsychobiology. 2002;46(2):76-84.
5) Vojdani A, O'Bryan T, Green JA, McCandless J, Woeller KN, Vojdani E, Nourian AA, Cooper EL. Immune response to dietary proteins, gliadin and cerebellar peptides in children with autism. Nutr. Neurosci. 2004;7:151-61.
6) Whiteley P, Haracopos D, Knivsberg AM, Reichelt KL, Parlar S, Jacobsen J, Seim A, Pedersen L, Schondel M, Shattock P. The ScanBrit randomised, controlled, single-blind study of a gluten- and casein-free dietary intervention for children with autism spectrum disorders. Nutr Neurosci. 2010;13(2):87-100.
7) Knivsberg AM, Reichelt KL, Høien T, Nødland M. A randomised, controlled study  of dietary intervention in autistic syndromes. Nutr Neurosci. 2002;5(4):251-61.
8) Balzola F, et al. Beneficial behavioural effects of IBD therapy and gluten/casein-free diet in an Italian cohort of patients with autistic enterocolitis followed over one year. Gastroenterology 2008;4:S1364.
9) Valicenti-McDermott M., McVicar K., Rapin I., et al., Frequency of Gastrointestinal Symptoms in Children with Autistic Spectrum Disorders and Association with Family History of Autoimmune Disease. Developmental and Behavioral Pediatrics. 2006;27:128-136
10) Chen B, Girgis S, El-Matary W. Childhood Autism and Eosinophilic Colitis. Digestion 2010;18:127-129
11) Sandler R, Finegold SM., Bolte ER., et al. Short-term benefit from oral vancomycin treatment of regressive-onset autism. J Child Neurol. 2000;15:429-435

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